I realize that being in a hurry most of the time is not very comforting. I just can't seems take things slowly and I guess that's not really good. As I'm getting older, I have to be a better person and I make a choice. To take things seriously but at the same time slowly, chill a little bit, not rushing things and you know what? It's not bad at all, it's even a bit of a relief and less pressure on myself.
What I'm trying to say here is: do not rushing things, take it slow, just the same as with a new relationship. You want to take a further step? Go on, it's OK but take it slow, do it slowly. And just believe it will turn out to be OK.